What to write...?

***I posted this on my other diary... so I'm cheating and posting it here, too.***

I haven't written a real entry in ages. And honestly, if I did, it would go on my blogger account. I just have nothing worth saying anymore, and even if I did, nobody reads it anyway lol. I like Blogger better, but I don't feel a community there. It's much easier to find and connect with people on (insert other diary site here...haha). Hmph. Too bad I can't mash the two sites together lol.

My -piece of shit hell hole- apartment complex renovated their office/gym building. The gym is now smaller, the office is now smaller, but there is a big club house area that now includes free internet access on 4 computers for the residents. I mean, this is all well and good... I do enjoy free internet access. It just sucks that the apartments are still hell and I can't wait to get the fuck out lol.

Our evil shit upstairs neighbors with their 5-8 kids that made noise litterly 24 hours a day... moved. In December or November. Normally I would have done a jig in celeration, but they moved to the apartment RIGHT BELOW US instead. What fucking moron in the office thought it'd be ok to move them right below the people (us) that complained about them all the time? The very first night they spent downstairs, the very next morning, they started banging on the ceilings. REALLY?! Not even gonna wait a week??? Seriously? I got right on the phone to tell mom the shit had already started. All I did was walk from the kitchen to the couch, and happened to find the extra creaky spot in the floor. Any time I stepped near it, they hit the ceiling. Mom called the office to complain they were already getting back at us, and the office called them to say grow up, that shit won't fly. lol Ok I mean those probably weren't their exact words, but whatever.

FYI: we still hear every noise they make. The only thing that really changed is now their kids don't run on our heads 24 hours a day. Every once in a while I still hear the little guy jumping on the bed, but it's a vast improvement to before. I still hate them all, and I still hate hearing their screams 24/7 and random thuds and banging and yelling and... HATE HATE HAAATTTEEEE.

Today, I'm watching our new upstairs neighbors move in from the window next to the computer I'm on. I can already sense the doom. I mostly saw a bunch of teen boys moving boxes. Boys = noise. I finally saw the dad, but, that didn't ease the doom. And when I mentioned the new neighbors to mom via text, she said she tried to smile at one of the boys earlier, just being friendly, and he gave her a dirty look, looked to his friend and said "what the fuck?"... DOOOOOOOMMM.

On the positive side of life... Christmas was great. Free, unlimited (just about) access to computers with internet so close to home is great. The free chocolate sometimes in the bowls on the counter when I come to use the free internet is also great.

Ok... honestly, other than that? There really isn't much going on lol. I can't think of anything else to write now. So. Yup, I guess that's all I'm posting for now. TTYL.

There's light shining through a cup, casting a weird shadow on my ceiling. It looks like a nun. I can't stop staring at it. Must sleep now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NIKKI!!!

No joke.. I got stabbed in the thumb by an uncooked ramen noodle. There was blood and everything.

Dear five cheese stuffed parsley accented ravioli with garlic infused alfredo sauce... I'M TOTALLY GONNA EAT YOU! Just sayin'.

Dryer lint = cremated remains of missing socks.

feb. 13th... yep.

Sooo have decided "My Heart Skips a Beat" by Lenka is cute song. Yep.

Yeah, nothing much more to report lol. Using computer in "business center" at apartment complex. Exciting, no?

Ordered new luggage this morning. 4 piece set for $98.99. WOOT. It's pink with white and black polka dots. Awesome.

Random fact. The monster bags that Nikki and I invented, mom tweaked and has sold a whole bunch of? Well... there are some in the following places. Oregon (clearly), Washington, California, Idaho, Montana, Utah. Off the top of my head. One in France, too. There was also one that went to Indonesia but I'm unclear if it was just visiting or if it lives there now. Random, there is also a cow face bag in Morocco... just sayin' lol. Monster bags are copyrighted by the way... so to the people from farmers markets and bazaars... stop stealing them, thanks.



Now... just random Twilight curiousness...

In the movie version of New Moon, Bella punches Paul. Ok. But when she then punches Jacob in Eclipse, she breaks her hand. Excuse me, who screwed up in New Moon?

Now... in the book version of Twilight, is it made clear that Edward is the one who killed James? Because, in the movie, it's actually ALICE who rips James' head off, but still in New Moon/Eclipse Victoria is out to get Edward/Bella because Edward killed James.

Hmm ok I guess that's all I'm really curious about right now lol.

Sad day for music. RIP Whitney Houston.

I'm not sure what's worse: having the Dora the Explorer song stuck in my head, or knowing the song in the first place.

my heart is playing tricks on me

So. Got addicted to a new website. Pinterest.com. THANKS NIKKI. Now whenever I have computer time I spend like half (if not more) of my time on pinterest. SUPER lol. So many awesome craft ideas though. And pretty shoes. *sigh*

"In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world"

I need to get some luggage. I love luggage. Sadly, I drool for cute luggage. But I don't really have any. Weekend trip type luggage. Actually going somewhere on a plane luggage? Not so much. Gonna need some soon though... Virginia is calling my name. Or rather, Nikki is saying dammitcomevisitmennooowww. Yep. Luggage required.

I put a couple books on hold at the library on Monday. Have I gotten my call yet? NO! How rude. Hurry up people, I would like to read those books you are hogging.

I'm a member of too many websites. I've been making a list, trying to remember sites, log ins and passwords. It's scary long. I gotta work on that. It's not cute.

How does one listen to a song on a computer without speakers? That's annoying. I'll have to listen on a different computer, I guess. (Probably one in the new "business center" at our apartment complex. Sweet.) I like the lyrics to the song, so the song itself should be ok, too, right? (Posting lyrics below.)

I haven't truly blogged in a while, and I don't really have anything to say. Besides, the only person that really reads this thing already knows everything. I guess if I had more time around a computer, I'd have more of an urge to make the effort and actually post something worthwhile. *shrug*

Anyway, I've decided that's all for now. So. Toodles.

Lenka - My Heart Skips A Beat

My heart skips a beat, my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it’s building bricks on me
I can’t break through
And I can’t face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it’s burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what’s right

‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I feel some relief
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can’t deny push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress

My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”
And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Oh I know this time ’cause it’s physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I know what to feel

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Got on the scale (in leggings & tshirt) but didn't like the number. So I stripped AND went pee before gettin on scale again. It was 1.5 lbs less. Aha! Success!

Hmmm. I love luggage. I need some luggage. Possibly with polka dots and pretty colors.

Dear Dr Pepper and Hanson, please just get me through today, thanks.